Monday, November 26, 2007

FINALLY I BEGIN


Hi friends before I say anything let me give credits to my roomies (Sidharth n Mahadevan) for indirectly inspiring me to do this (both of them are active blogger). I dont know what value addition will this blog give to me but this will definitely prove my friend(my sister n colleague) wrong that I now look only for the value addition in anything I do ( even the friendship I maintain). I know she is wrong bt is difficult to fight with her as she indirectly prove herself correct. I dont fight with frnds( only with 2 of them) as this doesn’t come naturally to me. This is where I always loose n they dictate terms.
Now I dont really know whether I m happy in Mumbai or not. I got lot of new frnds (whether close or far they are really important to me), a new life away from home, independence to live life according to my wishes. It is supposed to be step in the “suppose to be a successful career” with big fat pay package n providing exposure in the finance in the financial hub. Doing night out at my wish. Sleep when n where I wish (in class or hostel) n wake when I wish. Going out with frnds n bahiya for dinner/ lunch. Back to the student life.
Bt at same time I miss “my life” (My friends), the luxury of getting the thigh prepared (foods, cloths ironed n washed, and so on), my parents, the responsibility that I some time enjoyed, gossip, the love that I found, and many more.
Its very difficult to justify any of the decision as there is no value addition in that now . The more I try more I justify my friend that I have started looking for only value addition. People back home says that I have changed for better but I m still to realize it. More on the argument about the value addition in the coming blogs.
Thanx for reading all this bakwas n hope u will continue to read n eagerly wait for the next.